人生路茫茫

Steer yourself energetically

人生路茫茫 — Wed, 9 Apr 2008 16:59:21 +0800

No lessons, no experiments, no clinical practice, lounging around, browsing website, chatting with friends, day after day, several months passed. Freedom is my everlasting pursuit. Shamelessly I talked with friends that leisurely and carefree life is what I dreamed of and then I was enjoying it absolutely. But a feeling of fear showed up in my deep heart after a glimpse of my life and spirit in these days.

I had the confidence of knowing myself well. But everything seems collapsed. I do not know what it is like to be me. Plans are always postponed and having no interest in new stuffs. Dreams and goals have gone, and left only laziness and degeneration.

Definitely something must be changed. I have somewhat lost myself. What the hell am I doing?!

Burning Daylight

人生路茫茫 — Wed, 9 Apr 2008 15:34:13 +0800

【Digest】Daylight loved the high places, and though few high places there were in his narrow experience, he had made a point of sitting in the highest he had ever glimpsed. The great world had never heard his name, but it was known far and wide in the vast silent North, by whites and Indians and Eskimos, from Bering Sea to the Passes, from the head reaches of remotest rivers to the tundra shore of Point Barrow. Desire for mastery was strong in him, and it was all one whether wrestling with the elements themselves, with men, or with luck in a gambling game. It was all a game, life and its affairs. And he was a gambler to the core. Risk and chance were meat and drink. True, it was not altogether blind, for he applied wit and skill and strength; but behind it all was the everlasting Luck, the thing that at times turned on its votaries and crushed the wise while it blessed the fools--Luck, the thing all men sought and dreamed to conquer. And so he. Deep in his life-processes Life itself sang the siren song of its own majesty, ever a-whisper and urgent, counseling him that he could achieve more than other men, win out where they failed, ride to success where they perished. It was the urge of Life healthy and strong, unaware of frailty and decay, drunken with sublime complacence, ego-mad, enchanted by its own mighty optimism.

Burning Daylight

人生路茫茫 — Thu, 3 Apr 2008 00:48:31 +0800

Burning Daylight is a novel written by Jack London. I have read its Chinese edition for twice. And now I am reading its original one. It is about a strong, brave, and smart gold panning guy that called Burning Daylight. Because he always says that the daylight is burning. In the Arctic, he was one of the oldest guys who got there to look for gold. He won everybody's respect with his personal glamour and acumen in business. After cumulated enough dollars, he went back to America. He began his own company in San Francisco. And with his wisdom and great competence, he got success again. Meanwhile, he also reaped love from a sweet girl. And he was still the strongest. At last, partly because he felt tired of struggle with others, partly because his girlfriend wanted a peaceful life, he left and buy a big farm to enjoy his love and his family. All by an accident, he found a gold mine in his farm land, which he had been searching in Arctic for almost one in third of his life. But after thought about the sweet wife and beautiful family, he buried the gold and just let it unknow.

I am busted!!!

人生路茫茫 — Wed, 2 Apr 2008 15:50:21 +0800

Busted I came into the world, busted I go out, and I've been busted most of the time since I arrived.

The stock macket collapsd. But I am exciting!!!

人生路茫茫 — Tue, 1 Apr 2008 18:18:26 +0800

Today is April 1st, the FOOL'S DAY. BROTHER suicided five years ago.

And, the stock macket collapsed today. It is the first day of April. The Shanghai stock macket slipped down for 143.55, that is 4.13 perscent, while the Shenzhen's slipped down for 841.52 point, that's 6.33 persceent. But the Hongkong stock macket rised for more than 1 perscent. And so did Japan and Singapore.

My stock fell for more than 9 perscent. But, I am exciting to see the fierce fluctuate of the price. Why, you may wonder. But that's me. I hate everything is just the same all the time. And I like fluctuate. I aspire something new. Of course, I will be more exciting if the price of my stock rise. However, the premise is that I have some money to buy something for my stomach. And now, it is on the edge of starving myself. But I am still exciting. Because I am optimistic and believe that my stock will rise crazily some day. But when dose the day come? I have no idea. It is just something like belief supporting me.

Another boring day

人生路茫茫 — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 19:22:55 +0800

It is a little boring. Boring English, boring papers, boring noise outside. Only Friends gives me some happiness. Having been indulging in this American tele-play for a long time, I envy their relationship. It is wonderful to have friends that can talk about everything with. To chat is a good way to relax yourself and get joy, and even get useful imformations, and sometimes inspirations. Of course everyone knows this. Problem is that it is hard to find a friend to share your happiness and your sadness and something else. Maybe just because we do not believe in others. Having beed told too many examples of sold out by friends or someone like that, we are always keeping an eye open on the people around. As if everyone could be our enemy one day. Everybody desires to get many close friends that can share everything. But it is impossible. It is a little sad to say that. But it is the reality. Reality are always hard to be accepted. However, ourselves is where the problems rooting in.

股票是拿来玩的！！！

人生路茫茫 — Sat, 29 Mar 2008 16:20:50 +0800

昨天股票大跌近200点，今天是周五，在现在这个没多少人看好的市场氛围里，原想逢周末估计又得跌，原以为今天不再长阴收盘就是可歌可泣的了，没想到股指在下探至新低3357点，击穿5.30低点3404点后，一路上扬，大涨近百分之五，以次高点收盘。金融股前期大幅杀跌后终于迎来了春天，引领大盘大步走高。不过虽然今天走势良好，但这只能说明大盘随时可能展开反弹，不排除下周继续走低的可能，毕竟大家对这是牛市的说法已经越来越不认同，稍有风吹草动就可能抛出手中的筹码，割肉了结，省得劳神伤财。

今天是大盘蓝筹股的好日子，几个月的被打压今天终于扬眉吐气了。我的股票是跑输大盘了，赚了指数没赚钱，不过没再下跌就是好事。

当初刚接触股票的时候还蛮天真的，以为钱种下去就会长出好多好多钱来。经过近半年的了解体会，发现股票是用来玩的，不是用来生钱的，即所谓博弈。博弈就是玩，炒股就是用钱玩，玩的是什么呢？玩的就是心跳！可以天天研究上市公司，研究市场气氛，研究周边股市，研究中国和世界经济，这个过程是玩这个游戏的第一步，不仅可以学习经济问题，还可以学习企业经营。研究了就可以开始真正的玩了，就是看大盘，看个股，研究K线，成交量，走势。然后看结果，股票涨了，那可以获得最大的快感，即有经济收益，又有玩的乐趣；如果跌了，再烧了钱的心痛之余，也有快感，也就是玩的乐趣；最没劲的估计是不涨也不跌了，或者涨了两天，一天又都跌回去了，也就是没有变化是最易让人疲劳，最让人难以接受的，当然，如果大盘大跌而你的股票坚持不跌，那也会有看着别人个个遭殃而获得的变态的快感。

我已经深深的被套住了，虽然没有交易，但看看一天一个样的行情还是觉得很有意思。而且我坚决看多，坚信股票再不久的将来会大涨，有希望就有活力，就有动力。继续玩股票，笑对股市跌宕起伏，直面茫茫坎坷人生路！！！

我怕光！！！

人生路茫茫 — Fri, 28 Mar 2008 16:21:38 +0800

听说有一部电影讲的是一个男孩怕光，我也怕光，但还是鼓足勇气去明媚的春光下走了一招，事实证明只是勇气可佳而已，呵呵。不过接受阳光的洗礼洗礼还是好的吧，至少紫外线可以杀菌，红外线可以理疗，还有可见光可以养眼。。。。。。

只是光彩太过耀眼，可怜我差点光过敏休克了，幸好心肺功能良好，代偿能力强，才没至于客死他乡。所以上帝是公平的，虽然很多东西都没有给我，但给了我良好的心态，这是我的快乐之源，虔诚的相信生活始终充满乐趣，找到它们，享受它们，然后继续流浪。。。。。。

今天踏青去了！！

人生路茫茫 — Sun, 23 Mar 2008 21:02:45 +0800

在学校里闷了好久，时值春暖花开鸟语花香之际，班上一班人今日前往共青森林公园踏了踏青。

上海公园还真多，也还真大，项目也还真全。唯一不足的是大的公园好像都还没有免费开放。

去这个公园的主要目的是烧烤，在烧烤区，再次感受到了中国不愧是人口大国！

吃着烤的半生不熟的鸡翅香肠还有猪牛羊肉，承受着浓浓烟灰的熏陶，享受着汹涌人群的喧闹嘻笑，如此待遇倒还是平生第一次，长这么大都没今天吃的生肉多，不要有寄生虫才好。

之后玩了会儿手划船，唯一的收获是全身衣裤在战斗中壮烈牺牲，全湿透了，幸好水质还算可以接受，天气还算是温暖如春，不然人也得牺牲了。

“绿化上海造福于民。”这是江泽民同志在公园一块巨石上的题词，江泽民老先生在位这几年在民间留的真迹还真不少啊，物以稀为贵，连这都不懂，唉。。。

为什么要想那么多？！！

人生路茫茫 — Sun, 23 Mar 2008 00:16:57 +0800

为什么要想那么多啊？！我简直受不了我自己了！！！以为自己已经成熟了，什么都看的开了，可事实似乎并非如此，竟然还是要想这么多，为什么啊，为什么会有心酸的感觉，简简单单的不是很好吗？！！！